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Taschenbuch. Condición: Neu. Neuware - Since I felt I was a whore, I began to act like one. This was my way of lashing out, but I was not hurting anyone but myself. I was depressed and suicidal and this was my revenge for the men who took advantage of me. I stayed in the house for a few weeks and collected my thoughts. Outside of going to work, I did not leave the house for any reason. Roland began to suspect something was wrong, but he never pressured me about anything. My mother was back in Brooklyn taking Lance home. She really liked Talique and wanted me to become involved with him. Talique was sweet and I really liked him. He would walk me home from work with Roland all the time. When he bought pizza for the kids on the block I was hooked. I wanted to get to know him, but once I was raped I did not want him. I did not feel I deserved a nice man like him. I did not think I deserved anything but the garbage I was being dealt. I loved him, but my hurting heart would not allow me to show him. I was raped, yet again, and he deserved better than me. To me, I was doing him a favor by leaving him and hooking up with a boy named Tony Piper. Tony was nice, but I did not care about that. He was not what I wanted, but he was what I deserved. I thought I would make myself pay for the dishonor other men had bestowed on me by just drowning myself in sex with Tony. Since this is the ONLY man I gave myself to freely, I considered that my 'first time'. This was my way of disobeying God and showing him that I can control my life and any man I want to have I can have without permission. Oh, how diluted my thinking was. How much pain and suffering I was going through. What I needed was Jesus, but I could not see that until my life began to get out of control. I felt I was punishing him for all the wrong the men of the world had put on me, but I was the only one suffering. The longer I was with Tony, the more I contemplated suicide. I wondered if he would have mourned me like Talique would have. I often wondered if any of them would have mourned me the way this man would have. Once I came to the conclusion that what I was doing was wrong, I broke it off with Tony. It had been three weeks and all we did was have sex. He never asked me any questions about how I was feeling or even if I wanted to be with him. It was always about the sex. This I did not want or need. I needed to feel loved, to be loved unconditionally, to be free, to be me, and to cry when I wanted to, when I needed to. That was what I needed and only Talique could give that to me. Or could he When I left Talique, I broke his heart. I did not mean to do that, but I did. If only he could have understood what I was going through at the time, I am sure he would have not wanted me anyhow. How wrong I was. This man loved me. He loved me in every sense of the word and if I told him what had happened to me he would have killed Callum. Maybe that is the reason why I did not tell him or Roland. I did not want or need a big fight because then everyone would have known and I would have put a lot of people in danger. My Uncles, my friends and my family would have been affected by what I let happen to me. This I could not bear. I wanted to make Tony pay for all the wrong others had done to me. I realized that I was the only one paying the price. There was a man that introduced me to his family, walked me home from work every day, and was always at my house to spend time with me. He even took me clothes shopping because he knew I loved miniskirts. He was everything I ever wanted, but did not deserve. I was so messed up in the head, but once I talked to God I knew I had made a mistake. I would sit in my room in the dark every day, waiting to hear from God. I demanded an explanation for all the hurt and pain I had to endure and was not going anywhere until I received it. It never came, or maybe it did, but I was too angry and hurt to pay attention.…

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Paperback. Condición: Fair. First Edition. Pages 88-128. Features: Hon. Dexter Richards - article with excellent one-page engraving of Mr. Richards; Reminiscences of Distinguished Men; Rev. Leander S. Coan; Sonnet; Diary of rev. Timothy Walker of Concord, N.H. for the year 1780; Slavery in New Hampshire in the Olden Time; Major Frank; It Rains; Mary Teviotdale - or Athyne's Heir; Reminiscences of Daniel Webster, No. 3 . Above-average external wear and soiling. Chips and openings to backstrip. Faint prior owner's name atop front cover. Moisture stains throughout. A worthy reference copy. Perine, George E. (ilustrador).…

Paperback. Condición: new. Paperback. Vivian Ellerton-Staunton is back!In the second book of this three book series, Vivian is dealing with being a good wife, mother, daughter, and woman in a family that seems to not appreciate or want her around. Thinking life would be better after the birth of her daughter, Unique, Vivian is trying hard to be liked by the Staunton family and loved by her own family. Settling into motherhood is not as easy as she thought it would be with the families at each other's throats and Vivian caught in the middle. All she wants is family harmony but all she is receiving is family discord, stress, and strife.Coping with the drama is too much to bear and on her 21st birthday, she decides to end it all. Attempting suicide was not as easy as she thought it would be. When God refuses to let you die, what do you do then? Vivian must face the families she tried to escape once more and for what seems like for good. The Staunton's are leerier now to Vivian than ever before. When Anna Staunton helps Vivian realize that the only thing that matters is the family Vivian has created with Alex, Vivian gets a new sense of self worth. The family bickering has ceased for the moment, but the marriage is falling apart. Alex wants his freedom and is becoming abusive to Vivian. Not knowing what to do about this situation, Vivian has to decide if she loves Alex enough to stay. When Alex goes to jail for a few months, Vivian has time on her hands to rekindle an old flame with Taliek. Though Taliek is in prison also, the letters and phone calls are enough to keep the flames of desire going.Torn and devastated from being evicted, having an abortion, penniless, living back home with her mother Caddy, and her sanity quickly leaving her, Vivian must find a way to pull herself from this situation before it consumes her for good. Vivian's mother, Caddy, decides to help her daughter stand up to her husband and demands that Vivian take charge of Alex or Caddy will put the entire family out in the streets. Vivian confronts Alex, but Alex had already made up his mind that he was leaving Vivian for his new girlfriend. Devastated, Vivian picks up the pieces of her life and presses on. She finds an apartment, a new job, and Alex comes back. Her marriage is over, and she begins to learn to live on her own. During this frightening experience, Vivian meets several men that deposited something into her life. These men helped her come into her own and face those demons of loneliness, a failed marriage and life. Learning that promiscuity comes with a hefty price, some of the men in her life were just for the moment while others left a lasting impression. Each man had his own set of dysfunction and heartache but as long as Vivian did not have to go to bed alone at night, she was happy. As long as her children did not see the revolving door of men coming and going she was happy.Loving her single life, Vivian lives by one rule, "don't get too close" to any man but as she soon finds out, some men you just can't help getting close to. This item is printed on demand. Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.…