I Went Through a Lot But By The Grace of God He Never Left My Side

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Chapter One

I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP TO WERE I WAS USED AND ABUSE I COULDN'T HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS OR FAMILY UNLESS HE SAID SO WHEN EVER I WOULD TRY TO TELL HIM WHAT'S ON MY MIND HE WOULD KICK ME PUNCH AND EVEN DRAG ME FROM THE CAR AND HE WAS THE ONE THAT CHEATED ON ME. WITH OTHER GIRLS AND I MEAN GIRLS WOULD CALL THE HOUSE AND HANG UP I EVEN HAD TO WEAR MAKE UP HOW COULD THIS BE THE MAN I AM IN LOVE WITH IS ABUSING ME IT'S HARD BECAUSE HE TOOK EVERYTHING AWAY FROM ME BUT I AM BACK AND I AM STRONGER THAN EVER SO IF THERE ARE LADIES OR MEN OUT THERE THAT'S STILL BEING ABUSE PLEASE GET OUT OR YOU WILL END UP ALONE LIKE ME.

BABY DADDY DRAMA

I HAVE BABY DADDY DRAMA AND I WISH SOMETIMES I WISH HE WASN'T MY KIDS FATHER HE TRYS TO HAVE IT HIS WAY OR THE HIGHWAY AND HE HAS A WIFE AT HOME HE LIES TO ME AND HE LIES TO HIS WIFE HE EVEN GAVE ME THE NUMBER TO THE HOUSE AND YES I DID CALL BECAUSE WE HAVE KIDS TOGETHER SOMETHING SHE DON'T UNDERSTAND AND HE TOLD HER THAT HIS COUIS GAVE MY THE NUMBER ME I AIN'T NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE THIS MUCH BABY DADDY DRAMA LIKE I DO NOW I AM BACK AND FORTH IN COURT FOR CHILD SUPPORT HIS WIFE ATTACK ME WHILE I WAS HOLDING MY SON IT'S CRAZY AND HIM AND HIS WIFE SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT MY KIDS WHAT KIND OF MAN WOULD DO THAT.

FALLING

BABY I FALLING WHY DON'T YOU CATCH ME IS IT BECAUSE I HAVE SOMETHING AND YOU HAVE NOTHING AND IT SCARES YOU AND YOU JUST LOVE TO WATCH ME FALL BABY I AM AFRAID TO BOO SO HAVE MY BACK AND I GOT YOUR BACK AND YOU DO FOR ME AND I WILL DO FOR YOU CATCH ME WHILE I AM FALLING AND I WILL CATCH YOU TO BOO JUST DON'T LET ME FALL DOWN SO SALLOW YOUR PRIDE AND BE A MAN JUST BE THERE FOR YOUR KIDS NO MATTER WHAT I HAVE MOVE ON IN MY LIFE BUT YOU STILL NEED TO BE THERE FOR YOUR KIDS I CAN FORGIVE BUT I CAN'T FORGET BECAUSE YOU SAT THERE WHILE I WAS FALLING AND NEVER BOTHER TO CATCH ME.

FREE

I JUST WANT TO BE FREE NO STRESS OR WORRIES I JUST WANT TO BE ME JUST LIKE THE BIRDS THAT FLY SO HIGH IN THE SKY THAT SHINE SO BRIGHT I JUST WANNA GET A WAY FROM ALL THE PAIN AND HEART ACH I JUST WANT TO BE FREE I MORE WAYS THAN ONE MIND ,BODY, AND SOUL I JUST WANT TO BE FREE AND NOT JUST FOR ME I NEED TO BE FREE JUST LIKE THE BIRDS IN THE SKY WOULDN'T IT BE NICE JUST TO BE FREE.

I AM LOST

I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO MY BEST FRIEND AND WHEN HE DIE, WHOLE WORLD CAME CRASHING DOWN SO WHAT IS A GIRL LIKE ME TO DO , I FEEL LIKE A GROWN WOMAN BUT I AM STILL THAT LITTLE GIRL WHO IS LOST. AND I AM JUST TRYING TO FIND MYSELF , MY FATHER WAS THE BEST THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME. BUT WHEN WE HAD TO LAY HIM TO REST THAT'S WHEN MY HEART FELL APART AND THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. SOMETIMES I CAN'T EVEN SAY HIS NAME WITHOUT FEELING ALL THAT PAIN BUT TO ME I AM STILL LOST , YES I HAVE MY MOTHER AND MY KIDS BUT IT'S JUST NOT THE SAME AS HAVING MY FATHER NEAR OR JUST TO SAY MY ANGEL THINGS WILL BE OK I AM STILL LOST AND I JUST HOPE AND PRAY TO FIND MYSELF BEFORE IT'S TO LATE BUT I KNOWN HE'S WATCHING OVER ME.

I CRY

HOW COULD YOU LOVE SOMEBODY WHO MAKES YOU CRY BUT YOU SAY TO YOURSELF I WILL GIVE LOVE ANOTHER TRY THAT HE'S SORRY AND THAT IT WON'T HAPPEND AGAIN HAT HE LOVES YOU AND THAT YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE FOR HIM, BUT THAN HE LIE, CHEAT, AND STEAL HE HAS GIRLS CALLING HIS PHONE AND HE LEAVES OUT AND DON'T COME HOME HE CURSE YOU OUT AND ALL YOU DO IS CRY AND ASK GOD WHY IS MY MAN MAKING ME CRY ALL I WANTED IS FOR HIM TO LOVE ME AND GOD SAID TO ME, MY CHILD YOU DON'T NEED A MAN TO LOVE YOU CAUSE I LOVE YOU AND AS LONG AS I LOVE YOU SO YOU DONT HAVE TO CRY, SO PLEASE PICKUP YOUR HEAD AND LET ME WIPE AWAY YOUR TEARS.

I MISS YOU DADDY

IT'S BEEN 12 YEARS SINCE YOU BEEN GONE AND I MISS YOU DADDY EVEN THE LOVE WE USED TO SHARE, I MISS YOU DADDY I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AT NIGHT JUST TO MAKE SURE THINGS ARE ALRIGHT I MISS YOU DADDY I MISS YOUR SMILE AND YOUR WARM EMBRACE I MISS YOU DADDY THE YOU USED TO TELL ME BED TIME STORIES I MISS YOU DADDY I EVEN SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS.

JESUS I WANT YOU TO WALK WITH ME AND SHOW ME THE WAY DEAR FATHER I AM LOST AND I AM TRYING SO HARD TO FIND MY WAY BACK TO YOU AND I JUST WANT YOU TO WALK WITH ME FATHER I KNOW YOU CAN HEAR ME. YOU NEVER LEFT MY SIDE THROUGH OUT ALL THE PAIN THAT I WAS TRYING TO HIDE YOU HELD ME PUT MY LIFE BACK TOGETHER AGAIN I KNOW THAT IN MY HEART I AM NOT FULLY COMPLETE BUT I AM TRYING. JESUS WALK WITH ME AND LEAD ME IN THE RIGHT PATH AND I WILL WALK THE REST OF THE WAY AND I KNOW THAT I HAVE TO PUT YOU FIRST NO MATTER WHAT FATHER I JUST WANT YOU TO WALK WITH ME AND NEVER LET ME GO

LET THERE BE LIGHT LIKE THE SUN THAT SHINE SO BRIGHT CAN YOU BE THE MOON AND I'LL BE THE STARS LORD YOU ARE MY PRIDE AND JOY YOU ARE MY GUARDIAN ANGEL AND THAT'S WHY YOU SHINE SO BRIGHT LORD GIVE ME THE STRENGTH AND GUIDANCE AND I WILL LEAD THE REST OF THE WAY HELP ME WITH MY FAMILY AND GIVE US PROTECTION AGAINST THE DEVIL AND KEEP US UNDERNEATH YOUR WINGS FATHER GIVE US GUIDANCE AND GLORY AND YOU ARE MY LIGHT LORD AND I LOVE YOU FOR THAT YOU ARE MY SUN SHINE AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT AND FOR BEING THERE BECAUSE YOU ARE THE LIGHT.

why can't you just listen every time I try to talk, you try and talk over me baby why can't you just listen and hear me out than maybe things between you will get better all I want is for you to do is hold me in your arms and never let me go tell me that you love me, until the end of time, I love the way you make me laugh I haven't been this happy in years but all I want is for you to just is just listen to me and hear what I have to say and than I will listen to you because baby I don't want it to end so we both need to listen and things will get better between us.

LOVE WHAT IS LOVE IS LOVE WHEN A MAN SAYS THAT HE LOVES YOU THAN TURNS AROUND AND HURT YOU AND BREAKS YOUR HEART INTO TWO, IS LOVE WHEN A MAN HIT AND BEAT ON YOU, JUST BECAUSE YOU CAUGHT HIM CHEATING ON YOU, LOVE IS SUPPOSE TO BE FULL OF FLOWERS IT'S HARD TO FIND LOVE EVEN WHEN YOU LOOKING IN ALL THE WRONG PLACES, LOVE IS GOOD AND EVERLASTING NEVER GIVE UP ON LOVE.

WHAT IS A MAN

A MAN IS SOME ONE THAT PROMISE YOU THE WORLD AND WANTS YOU TO IVE HIM YOUR HEART, MIND, BODY AND SOUL HE LIE ,CHEATS, AND STEAL. I WAS IN LOVE WITH A MAN WHO WASN'T IN LOVE WITH ME HE TURN HIS BACK ON HIS KIDS JUST BECAUSE HE COULDNT BE WITH ME, I GAVE MY HEART AND GAVE HIM MY SOUL BUT DIDN'T KNOW THAT HE HAD A WIFE AT HOME THAT'S LIFE AND NOW I HAVE TO MOVE ON. WHEN A FRIEND CALL, YOU ARE THE ONE THAT THEY DEPEND ON, A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO TRULY CARE. IN A TIME OF NEED, A FRIEND IS SOMEONE THAT WOULD SHARE LIKE IF YOU NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON OR JUST TO SIT UP ALL NIGHT TO TALK ABOUT YOUR BOYFRIEND OR EVEN PASS, A FRIEND IS SOMEONE THAT TRULEY CARES AND WILL NOT TURN THEIR BACK ON YOU A TRUE FRIEND IS HARD TO FIND. SO TREASURE YOUR FRIENDSHIP WHILE YOU CAN. SO WHEN YOUR FRIEND CALL JUST REMEMBER TO ALWAYS BE THER NO MATTER WHAT DAY OR NIGHT

WHY DO SOME WOMAN HAVE BABIES IS TO FILL THE EMPTIES THAT WE FEEL OR IS IT BECAUSE WE DON'T WANT TO FACE THE FUTURE OF PAIN AND DISAPPOINTMENT OR IS IT TO KEEP OUR LOVE ONES ALIVE OR IS IT TO KEEP OUR BOYFRIENDS OR OUR HUSBANDS NEAR THE REASON WHY I HAD MY LAST SIX KIDS WAS SO THAT I COULD TRY A FILL A VOID IN MY LIFE THAT I HAD OF MISSING MY FATHER WHEN HE DIE I JUST DIDN'T WANT TO HURT ANY MORE MY KIDS IS WHAT KEEPS ME GOING AND MAKES ME STRONGER EVERY DAY AND I NEVER HAVE TO FEEL ALONE CAN SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY WE HAVE KIDS IS IT BECAUSE THEY WOULD NEVER LEAVE US OR PUT US DOWN OR HAVE US FEELING ONLY OR IS IT BECAUSE WE KNOW THAT THEY WOULD NEVER TURN THEY BACKS ON US OR DO WE JUST SO WE DON'T HAVE TO FACE WHAT'S COMING NEXT AND THAT'S REALITY SOME PEOPLE HATE BEING ALONE OR PAIN I KNOW I AM ONE OF THEM.

WHY ME I AM A NICE PERSON BUT PEOPLE DON'T WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME I HAVE A GOOD HEART BUT THE ONLY THING THAT GUYS WANT TO BE BOTHER WITH ME IS SEX WHY I AM A LOVING AND CARING PERSON BUT IT'S STILL NOT ENOUGH OR IT DON'T MAKE A DIFFERENCE THEY DON'T WANT TO GET TO KNOW THE REAL ME ALL THEY WANT IS SEX AND WHAT THEY CAN GET OUT OF ME AND IT HURTS ME DEEP DOWN INSIDE WHY DO THESE THINGS ALWAYS HAPPENED TO ME I TRY TO GIVE MY ALL BUT I GUESS IT WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR THEM I COOK ,CLEAN, AND TAKE GOOD CARE OF MY KIDS.

YOU BROKE MY HEART I GAVE YOU MY HEART, MIND, SOUL YOU WAS THE ONE THAT I TRUSTED BUT YOU BROKE MY HEART INTO TWO I GAVE YOU MY LOVE AND ALL YOU DID WAS GIVE ME LIES ,YOU CHEATED ON ME WITH OTHER GIRLS. I CALL YOUR PHONE AND GOT NO ANSWER YOU TOLD ME THAT I WAS YOUR WIFEY BUT I GUESS THAT WAS JUST ANOTHER LIE YOU TOLD ME, THAT YOU HAD YOUR OWN PLACE AND I HAVEN'T SEEN IT YOU BROKE MY HEART AND I CAN'T EVEN FORGIVE YOU AND I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME UNTIL NEXT TIME TELL ME YOUR NAME.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THAT AS YOUNG BLACK WOMAN WE DON'T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH MEN LIES OR DISRESPECT WE SIT HERE AND BLAME THE OTHER WOMAN AND GIVE THE MEN ALL THE CREDIT IN THE WORLD WE BE READY TO FIGHT THE OTHER CHICKS WHEN HE'S THE ONE TELLING THEM THAT HE DON'T HAVE A GIRL AT HOME OR A GIRL AT ALL US AS YOUNG BLACK WOMAN AS TO STICK TOGETHER I AM NOT SAYING THAT ALL BROTHERS ARE BAD BUT THERE ARE SOME GOOD ONES OUT THERE BUT AS YOUNG BLACK WOMAN WE DON'T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH IT WE DESERVE BETTER THAN THAT THERE IS MORE THINGS TO LIFE THAN FIGHTING OVER A MAN THAT WASN'T YOURS IN THE FIRST PLACE.

what is love sometimes I wonder do people really know what love is or they just say the word love because they just want to shut us Females, Men don't express they feelings like us woman do so before you tell someone you love them make sure you really mean that. Because people feelings do get hurt and it's crazy love will make you do things that you really would never think that you would do and I should know when you love someone make them feel special tell them how much you love and need them so before you used the love just make sure you really mean it when you love someone make them feel love and never let them go.

when I look into your eyes it makes me wonder are you telling me lies or is it the truth but no matter what I will stand by your side that's what people in love suppose to do I need you just as much as you need me. I even had fun on the visit with you I just hope and pray that you are not messing with my mind I been hurt before and I don't want to go through that again Jonathan no matter what we will always be friends, lovers, and your my husband I love you Jonathan Robertson.

WHAT IS LOVE SOMETIMES I WONDER DO PEOPLE REALLY KNOW WHAT LOVE IS OR THEY JUST SAY THE WORD LOVE BECAUSE THEY JUST WANT TO SHUT US FEMALES UP, MEN DON'T EXPRESS THEY FEELINGS LIKE US WOMAN DO SO BEFORE YOU TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM MAKE SURE YOU REALLY MEAN THAT BECAUSE PEOPLE FEELINGS DO GET HURT AND IT'S CRAZY LOVE WILL MAKE YOU DO THINGS THAT YOU REALLY WOULD NEVER THINK THAT YOU WOULD DO AND I SHOULD KNOW WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE MAKE THEM FEEL SPECIAL TELL THEM HOW MUCH YOU LOVE AND NEED THEM SO BEFORE USED THE WORD LOVE JUST MAKE SURE YOU REALLY MEAN IT WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE MAKE THEM FEEL LOVE AND NEVER LET THEM GO.

SISTER

WHAT IS A SISTER IS SOME ONE WHO WILL NEVER LET YOU FALL AND BE THERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT AND A SISTER SHOULD NEVER FLIP OUT ON HER FAMILY OR FRIENDS AND A SISTER IS SPOUSE TO GIVE YOU HER HAND NO MATTER WHAT EVEN WHEN YOU FALL THEY ARE SPOUSE TO CATCH YOU A SISTER SHOULD NEVER LET YOU GO MY SISTER IS A GOOD SISTER SHE HAS ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME THROUGH THICK AND THIN EVEN WHEN I WAS BEING ABUSE AND RAPED MY SISTER AS ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME AND MY SISTER IS A TRUE SISTER INDEED

SAY IT

TELL ME WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND DO YOU WANT ME THE WAY THAT I WANT YOU OR DO YOU THINK ABOUT ME THE WAY THAT I THINK ABOUT YOU SAY IT BABY PLEASE TELL ME WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND, DO YOU WANT TO STAY A NIGHT BECAUSE I WANT TO SPEND THE NIGHT WITH YOU, I LOVE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL I MISS YOUR LOVELY SMILE I GO ON MY SPACE JUST TO SEE YOUR FACE EVEN IF IT'S FOR I LITTLE WHILE BUT I JUST WANT YOU TO SAY IT AND I WILL COME RUNNING WITH OPENED ARMS BABY WE BOTH DESERVE TO BE HAPPY AND BOY YOU ARE MY TRUE DESIRE JUST SAY IT TELL ME YOU WANT ME LIKE I WANT YOU.

I DON'T NEED NOBODY TO BE WITH ME I CAN DO BAD ALL BY MYSELF I DON'T NEED MAKE UP TO MAKE ME FEEL BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE I KNOW ALL I HAVE TO DO IS JUST BE ME AND THAT'S GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME I DON'T NEED A MAN TO LOVE ME OR TO TELL ME THAT I AM PRETTY AS LONG AS I BELIEVE IN ME THAT'S ALL I NEED TO BE ME I DON'T NEED MONEY TO MAKE ME WHO I AM OR CARS BECAUSE ALL I NEED IS GOD'S LOVE AND AS LONG AS I GOT THAT I DON'T NEED A MAN BECAUSE ALL I HAVE TO DO IS JUST BE ME.

BABY WHY YOU DON'T CALL I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE STRESS OUT IN JAIL BUT THAT'S NO REASON NOT TO CALL I SIT BY THE PHONE HOPING AND PRAYING THAT EVERY TIME THE PHONE RINGS THAT IS YOU BABY WHY YOU DON'T CALL IF I AM SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR BEST FRIEND, AND YOUR LOVER, AND YOUR WIFEY SO WHY CAN'T YOU TALK TO ME AND EXPRESS HOW YOU FEEL BABY I FEEL SO LEFT ALONE WHY YOU DON'T CALL IS IT BECAUSE YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND ABOUT ME BOY I LOVE YOU PLEASE CALL ME.

JESUS I WANT YOU TO WALK WITH ME AND SHOW ME THE WAY DEAR FATHER I AM LOST AND I AM TRYING SO HARD TO FIND MY WAY BACK TO YOU AND I JUST WANT YOU TO WALK WITH ME FATHER I KNOW YOU CAN HEAR ME. YOU NEVER LEFT MY SIDE THROUGH OUT ALL THE PAIN THAT I WAS TRYING TO HIDE YOU HELD ME PUT MY LIFE BACK TOGETHER AGAIN I KNOW THAT IN MY HEART I AM NOT FULLY COMPLETE BUT I AM TRYING. JESUS WALK WITH ME AND LEAD ME IN THE RIGHT PATH AND I WILL WALK THE REST OF THE WAY AND I KNOW THAT I HAVE TO PUT YOU FIRST NO MATTER WHAT FATHER I JUST WANT YOU TO WALK WITH ME AND NEVER LET ME GO

HOW CAN THIS BE I THROUGH YOU WAS THE MAN FOR ME BUT THAN YOU TURN AROUND AND DISRESPECT ME I THROUGH THAT YOU WAS SWEET AND CARING MAN BUT ALL YOU ARE IS A ASS HOLE BECAUSE YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT NOBODY FEELING BUT YOUR OWN AND THAT'S MESS UP HOW CAN THIS BE THAT YOU ARE THE WORST MAN FOR ME MONEY ISNT EVERYTHING BECAUSE YOU CAN BE HERE AND GONE TOMORROW HOW CAN THIS BE THAT YOU DON'T WANT TO BE WITH ME I HAVE A GOOD HEART I DON'T NEED MONEY OR CARS, AS LONG AS I RESPECT MYSELF AND THAT'S SOMETHING YOU DON'T KNOW ABOUT.

WHAT IS PRETTY YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE PRETTY ON THE OUTSIDE OR SEXY WHAT MAKES A PERSON PRETTY IS WHAT'S ON THE INSIDE OF A PERSON BECAUSE SOME ONE CAN BE PRETTY ON THE OUTSIDE BUT UGLY IN THE INSIDE SO WHAT PEOPLE THINKS OR SAY DON'T MATTER I KNOW THAT I AM PRETTY ANYWAY I DON'T HAVE TO DRESS SEXY OR WEAR MAKE UP TO BE PRETTY.

PEE

I MISS YOU PEE MORE NOW THAN EVER YOU USED TO MAKE ME LAUGH AND SMILE EVEN WHEN I WAS SAD OR FEELING DOWN AND BLUE DAMN WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE YOUR DAUGHTER NEEDS YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY IT'S GETTING HARDER AND HARDER SHE ASKING ME AUNTIE WHERE'S MY DADDY AT AND I JUST LOOK AND START CRYING HOW COULD THIS BE GOD TOOK MY BEST FRIEND AWAY FROM ME I KNOW YOU ARE IN HEAVEN WATCHING OVER US AND WE LOVE YOU PEE AND ALWAYS FOR EVER IN OUR HEARTS I KNOW THAT YOU CAN HEAR ME PLEASE COME BACK I NEED MY BEST FRIEND I MISS YOU PEE UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.

BOY I WANT TO BE BY YOUR SIDE BUT YOU WOULDN'T LET ME HOW CAN TO PEOPLE LOVE EACH OTHER BUT YOU DON'T WANT ME THERE THE ONLY THING I WANT IS TO BE BY YOUR SIDE THE ONLY TIME I HAD FUN WAS ON THE VISIT BUT THAN THINGS GOES BACK TO BEING THE SAME ARE YOU THE MAN FOR ME OR YOU PERTANTING TO BE I LOVE BECAUSE I AM YOUR BEST FRIEND, YOUR LOVER, AND WIFEY SO LET ME STAY BY YOUR SIDE AND DON'T EVER FORGET IT

IT HURT'S

IT HURT'S SO MUCH THAT MY LIFE IS SO INCOMPLETE WHY DO YOU WANT TO HURT ME SO MUCH WHY DO LOVE SO BAD IS IT BECAUSE YOU BEEN HURT AND NOW YOU TAKING IT OUT ON THE WHOLE WORLD OR IS IT JUST ME HOW COULD THIS BE THAT THE MAN I WANT DOESN'T WANT ME I KNOW THAT I DON'T HAVE MONEY OR A CAR BUT I DO STILL HAVE A HEART THAT SHOULD BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR HIM BUT ITS NOT AND I AM A GOOD PERSON BUT GUYS DON'T SEE THAT CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY IT HURT'S.

I WANT YOU

BABY I WANT YOU TO STAY A NIGHT WITH ME JUST HOLD ME AND NEVER LET ME GO IT DON'T ALWAYS HAVE TO BE ABOUT SEX JUST TRUST ME I WANT YOU MORE AND MORE EACH AND EVERY DAY I JUST WANT YOU TO WANT ME THE WAY THAT I WANT YOU I LOVE YOUR PRETTY BROWN EYES AND YOUR GORGEOUS SMILE BABY YOU TAKE MY BREATH AWAY STOP TRYING TO FIGHT IT CAUSE I TRIED OF HIDING IT. IT'S DRIVING ME KNOWING THAT I CAN'T HAVE YOU BABY I WANT YOU.

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