Broken Chords (Paperback)

Broken Chords is a brutal, unflinching coming-of-age novel set in the raw heart of 1981 Los Angeles-where punk isn't a style, but a lifeline.

Twelve-year-old Jesse Fallon has already learned the first rule of surviving Nickerson Gardens: stay small, stay silent, and hope the world doesn't notice you. Being one of the only white kids in a Bloods-controlled housing project makes him a moving target, and every walk home from school feels like a gamble with pain. His parents-strung-out addicts circling rock bottom-are ghosts in their own lives, leaving Jesse under the wing of his only protector: his eighteen-year-old brother Shane, a dropout with a shaved head, a studded jacket, and a fierce devotion that's the closest thing Jesse has to safety.

Their escape hatch is the exploding punk scene of early '80s LA. From The Starwood to the Hong Kong Café, from alleyway pits to backyard shows in Leimert Park, Jesse is pulled into a world where outsiders finally have a voice-loud, angry, and unapologetic. Punk becomes their family when their real one is collapsing. Music becomes oxygen in a suffocating life.

Then everything breaks.

One night, after coming home from a show, the brothers find their parents dead from an overdose-two bodies slumped into silence while the television hisses static. Shane makes a decision in that moment that changes everything: no funeral, no police, no explanations.

Just escape.

The brothers flee in their father's beat-to-hell '74 Ford Country Squire, spray-painted with anarchy symbols, band logos, and the only identity they trust. They become street kids overnight-sleeping in the car on Skid Row, stealing food, dodging gangbangers, running from cops, and building a fragile community with other crusty punks just trying to survive another sunrise.

For a while, it feels like freedom. A dirty, chaotic, beautiful freedom.

But LA has teeth.

And punk has edges sharp enough to cut deep.

After a show goes sideways, a drunken fight erupts between Shane and a pack of violent skinheads. In an alley behind a club on Melrose, Jesse watches his brother-the person he loves most in the world-get stabbed and bleed out under a flickering streetlight. The one person who protected him is suddenly gone, swallowed by the same violence they thought music could shield them from.

Jesse becomes a ghost drifting through the ruins of the scene. Living in the station wagon. Avoiding gangs. Surrounded by people who are drowning themselves one hit, one bottle, one bad night at a time.

But something inside him refuses to die.

At sixteen, Jesse finds Straight Edge-Minor Threat's words blasting through his battered Walkman like a revelation. No drugs. No booze. No poison. A clean break from the world that destroyed his family and took his brother. And for the first time since Shane died, Jesse feels direction instead of drift.

He gets in the rusted wagon, now held together by hope and duct tape, and drives east-crossing deserts, highways, and ghosts-toward Washington, D.C., the birthplace of Straight Edge and the promise of a new beginning.

Broken Chords is a devastating, visceral portrait of punk adolescence-raw, violent, painfully honest, and fiercely human. Nick Razer delivers a story about brotherhood, survival, addiction, loss, and the desperate search for a life worth living. Set against real streets, real venues, and real history, this novel captures the heartbeat of the underground with uncompromising truth.

It's not just a punk story.
It's a story about what it costs to grow up unprotected-
and what it means to choose life in a world built to break you.

Nick Razer is a master chef turned storyteller, known as much for his razor-sharp wit as his obsession with the humble cucumber. From five-star kitchens to farmers' markets, he's spent years perfecting flavors, textures, and the art of turning ordinary ingredients into unforgettable experiences. When he isn't behind a stove, Nick channels his creativity into writing-blending food, humor, and a dash of chaos into every tale. Equal parts culinary craftsman and eccentric visionary, he continues to cook up stories that are as bold and unpredictable as his recipes.