Happiness (The John Simmons short fiction award) - Tapa dura

In Ann Harleman's remarkable debut collection, men and women of extraordinary passions look for and sometimes find the hidden heart of ordinary life. Testing themselves and each other, they search for ways to connect. Understanding, says the troubled voyeur-narrator of Imaginary Colors, is the booby prize; these characters go for experience. Reckless explorers of inner space, they try the limits of their lives.A gravely ill woman seeks forgiveness from her grown-up daughters for an adulterous past which she does not really regret. A boy watches anxiouslyOCoand enviouslyOCowhile his brother flaunts an interracial love affair in front of their dangerous father. In strike-torn Warsaw during the rise of Solidarity, an American professor and his Polish housekeeper reach toward each other from their respective cages of loneliness. A girl's determined pursuit of her first sexual experience brings her more, and less, than she bargained for.Harleman combines a clear eye with a generous heart, revealing her characters-misguided, selfish, loving, braveOCothrough a compassionate, often humorous probing of their inner and outer worlds. In It Was Humdrum a system analyst hires a detective to find the mother who left him as an infant, while his young wife leaves him daily for afternoon trysts with her Puerto Rican lover. A woman assaulted by a teenage gang escapes physically unharmed but forever changed. The past overtakes a woman who has married for love, not of her husband, but of his small daughter. A greeting card poet pursued by stereotyped images of happiness flees from the woman he loves and the brother he never knew he had.The supple language of these twelve storiesOCowise, funny, delighting in the sensuousOComakes us feel the beauty and terror of a fully lived life. Harleman's characters, whether they succeed or fail, show us the way to a deeper exploration of our own lives.a"