The Hilliker Curse: My Pursuit of Women

The legendary crime writer gives us a raw, brutally candid memoir—as high intensity and as riveting as any of his novels—about his obsessive search for “atonement in women.”

The year was 1958. Jean Hilliker had divorced her fast-buck hustler husband and resurrected her maiden name. Her son, James, was ten years old. He hated and lusted after his mother and “summoned her dead.” She was murdered three months later.

The Hilliker Curse is a predator’s confession, a treatise on guilt and on the power of malediction, and above all, a cri de cœur.James Ellroy unsparingly describes his shattered childhood, his delinquent teens, his writing life, his love affairs and marriages, his nervous breakdown, and the beginning of a relationship with an extraordinary woman who may just be the long-soughtHer.

A layered narrative of time and place, emotion and insight, sexuality and spiritual quest,The Hilliker Curse is a brilliant, soul-baring revelation of self. It is unlike any memoir you have ever read.
From the Hardcover edition.

James Ellroy was born in Los Angeles in 1948. He is the author of the Underworld U.S.A. Trilogy—American Tabloid,The Cold Six Thousand, and Blood’s A Rover—and the L. A. Quartet novels,The Black Dahlia, The Big Nowhere, L. A. Confidential, and White Jazz.American Tabloid was Time magazine’s Best Book (fiction) of 1995; his memoirMy Dark Places was a Time Best Book of the Year and a New York Times Notable Book for 1996.The Cold Six Thousand was a New York Times Notable Book and a Los Angeles TimesBest Book of 2001. He lives in Los Angeles.
From the Hardcover edition.